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I've already mentioned it on another app but damn, I am so fucking tired that when I woke up today, I thought it was earlier than what it was--that's how tired I feel. I don't feel like doing anything whether it's task or hobby, and I definitely feel too out of it to go bike riding. Taking a nap isn't an otpion since it's the middle of the day and it'll prevent me from sleeping later... x_x I wish I had those mood/energy/memory enhancing vitamins, but they're costly and I probably won't have money to get them this month.
I know I said I was grtateful things aren't worse, but again I'm down about our financial situation because whenever we'd get too low in money, it;s like I was just waiting eagerly for the next month to come so I could get a treat food, clothes, or possibly an object I want. It's like I can;'t enjoy the present because I'm always worrying about expenses and if we can buy food or not, if we have enough left for something or not. I already have that kind of issue being anxious about the future and all the time passing without living my life and I feel like that worry is falling on my shoulders once again.
( About assholes. )But I have to be fair and say that on the app I've been using, I haven't gotten responses like that when I did mention being unable to sleep. There's really nice, (imo) normal people on there that aren't poisonous or malicious like people I've encountered on my preferred haunts. I'm also really thankful for the small actions of hug and heart buttons from others on another app.
I already fixed several typios and mispellings but I'm too tired to fix the rest.
I know I said I was grtateful things aren't worse, but again I'm down about our financial situation because whenever we'd get too low in money, it;s like I was just waiting eagerly for the next month to come so I could get a treat food, clothes, or possibly an object I want. It's like I can;'t enjoy the present because I'm always worrying about expenses and if we can buy food or not, if we have enough left for something or not. I already have that kind of issue being anxious about the future and all the time passing without living my life and I feel like that worry is falling on my shoulders once again.
( About assholes. )But I have to be fair and say that on the app I've been using, I haven't gotten responses like that when I did mention being unable to sleep. There's really nice, (imo) normal people on there that aren't poisonous or malicious like people I've encountered on my preferred haunts. I'm also really thankful for the small actions of hug and heart buttons from others on another app.
I already fixed several typios and mispellings but I'm too tired to fix the rest.
