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Bad eating habits and trying to quit them

Due to not having not been able to eat because of covid and nausea, I ended up losing around 25 pounds. When I last checked the scale, I was 130 pounds - the weight I was before I started drinking so much yoohoo/chocolate milk and then too many goodies. Now since the nausea left and I'm slowly regaining my sense of taste, I keep nibbling on things and I'm worried I'm gonna get fat again TT I feel like this nibbling is a hard habit to kick... I do it mainly because I'm bored, but right now I find covid is giving me the hungries... and then when you drink water, which I've been doing more of, I read that it makes you hungry too D8

Yesterday I tried a protein shake because I'd like get into them so I could use them when I don't feel like eating or when there's no food in the house but it tasted like shit ;; so whatever... I guess I really just need to try excercise, but I never end up doing it because it feels like a chore. If only it wasn't so cold out.

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I'm once again trying to clean up the (too much) negative posting...

Too much

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Words mean more (to me)

The people who say "words don't mean anything to me, actions do" befuddle me because words mean a lot to me. To me, it's the actions that can seem hollow, because you can do things for others not for their sake but as a way of manipulation. Words are the things many people have trouble actually saying. Because words hold a lot of power and can confirm the reality of things. Some people are scared to say them because they don't want that reality to fade or end up being fake. I love words because I love knowing how people feel about me, I love hearing how much I mean to them. I love knowing they love me.

Of course, having actions that show it are good too. They are reaffirmations.