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My mom keeps calling basically to complain but it can't helped, when the attendants are neglecting her and not giving her her medicine. First they're saying because the doctor isn't in on the weekend they can't give her the meds, then it's "the doctor hasn't ordered it in" even though she already had them there yesterday :/ they don't come to her in time when she needs the loo and they forget to do what she needs. They're also making her do the PT without the meds?! I asked her if she could transfer to some place better and she's like a wet log about it. She said that it could only happen if she was being abused but she's being neglected and denied her relaxants/steroids for bullshit reasons that change on a dime. How can they possibly think patients can just stop receiving their meds on the weekend all because the doctor isn't around?

On top of that... she's been trying to get in touch with me all morning but the phone on her end hasn't been working right. My grandma called to tell me that - and then my mom was beeping through. I still can't figure out how to do call holding so she hung up and mom started with the complaints. I think she calls only to complain. In normal circumstances I'd be mad but eh. She keeps saying sorry.

My mom hung up just before and said she was gonna call my grandma. My grandma told me to call her back after. She made it sound like Mom was gonna be irritated towards me but she wasn't. I hope they don't get into it or anything. It stresses me out when they do.

I woke up just a little while ago, and was drifting once I was awake, even though it wasn't soso. I was on the edge of soso just before, but I'm batting stuff away. I don't really want to take the atarax since it makes me tired and not feel like doing anything 'cause I'm too tired.

-I;m starting to drift a lot right now, so maybe I should >.<

Hmph.

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