Can't Stop / New Drifting Spot?

[lapkaboo]

Since I've been working hard at not drifting in the shower/bathroom, which is my #1 drifting spot, it seems like I keep doing it over by the sink when I'm measuring out my coffee. I keep thinking about the thing that really bothers (hurts) me that I can't...tell anyone about or feel safe enough to do on my own damn blog. I keep feeling upset and can't stop being upset, even when I think I'm finally done thinking about it. Because my mind just flings it at me as soon as I wake up, go to sleep, or what. It fucking sucks because I want to stop thinking about it and stop feeling upset but I can't. The usual...