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I hate that when I’m in the bathroom no matter but I just can’t stay present and I end up drifting. I was going number two and I ended up drifting on soso2 and it was really painful memories and I ended up crying and feeling terrible - I still feel terrible. I was drifting about it last night and couldn’t sleep. When the medicine works I don’t get like this but I can’t always take the medicine during the day because it makes me tired and not want to do anything.
