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Over the past few days, I've gotten a lot of work done on my characters, which makes me happy. I'm writing away at Haneul's profile and I'm getting more deets on Roark's parents. I hope soon to write about the parallels among her, Grisha, and Ryuichi, and then maybe later or another time I'll finally write about my version of doppelgangers which are in another story of mine. I really like the concept, but I've still not written anything down about it or solidified any of the characters I've got in mind.
So, I'm doing really good with not nibbling when I'm bored. All it took was a little willpower and it's like I kicked the habit! I'm so happy because I thought it would be, like, hard lol
I also notice I'm not in hell as much as I tend to be. I've noticed it beforehand, but I notice I really am making progress with being less anxious and not getting caught in mental traps or drifting. It still happens, though, particularly when I wake up or at night when I'm trying to sleep. The atarax did shit for me last night so I'm thinking I should take two after all. Like I keep saying and being frustrated about, I just can't find psychs who take medicaid or my plan -.-;
Since I got my money today, I can finally buy my aunt dingdong-flavored coffee. xD She has a keurig and they had one dingdong coffee left, which I tried and was soooo good. I wanted to get them more, but we got really broke at the end of the month... I hate that... all the cuts to the aid we were receiving during covid, and now it looks like we're being brought to the place we were previously at, which fucking sucks. I really don't want to go back to it.
So, I'm doing really good with not nibbling when I'm bored. All it took was a little willpower and it's like I kicked the habit! I'm so happy because I thought it would be, like, hard lol
I also notice I'm not in hell as much as I tend to be. I've noticed it beforehand, but I notice I really am making progress with being less anxious and not getting caught in mental traps or drifting. It still happens, though, particularly when I wake up or at night when I'm trying to sleep. The atarax did shit for me last night so I'm thinking I should take two after all. Like I keep saying and being frustrated about, I just can't find psychs who take medicaid or my plan -.-;
Since I got my money today, I can finally buy my aunt dingdong-flavored coffee. xD She has a keurig and they had one dingdong coffee left, which I tried and was soooo good. I wanted to get them more, but we got really broke at the end of the month... I hate that... all the cuts to the aid we were receiving during covid, and now it looks like we're being brought to the place we were previously at, which fucking sucks. I really don't want to go back to it.
