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Today my thoughts are all over the place as my unwell mind attempts to suck me into the same old fixations that once plagued me. I haven't been taking my meds consistently like I should be, because when I wake up... I just want to lay there and scroll thru my phone or have coffee. Big whoop, right - when all I have to do is crush it up and toss it in a chocolate milk. I should get back to doing that first thing.
I've been doing edibles every day in the evening for a week or maybe more, to cope with the boredom I feel. It sucks to be without friends again but it's better than being put down or hurt. I like taking the eds for the asmr, most of all, as it intensifies the sensations for me. (And doing a certain other activity... it heightens the feeling 83)
Just before I went and got some egg bagels fo rme and my mom. I'm on a bagel kick lately. They taste so good when they're fresh and doughy.
I've been going out on walks lately, which is helping me to stay active and fit. But it'd been raining over the past week, where I've mostly stayed inside except for tasks (or CURLY'S) and now my body feels all sluggish and slow. D: I guess maybe I'll go out again today and snap some shots or go to the park. I want to continue my activity.
There's a new shop opening in town that seems to deal with yoga, witchcraft, and antics? They're having a grand opening next week, so that should be interesting.
I got to say HBD to my Grandmother today, finally. 3 days after the fact! It's her 90th. She's sort of like a living relic xD but she's still looking good (: and in good health, considering the fact. (Not terribly health but not like she's on a machine or anything.)
I'm thinking about getting more edibles today. I'm running low lol
I've been doing edibles every day in the evening for a week or maybe more, to cope with the boredom I feel. It sucks to be without friends again but it's better than being put down or hurt. I like taking the eds for the asmr, most of all, as it intensifies the sensations for me. (And doing a certain other activity... it heightens the feeling 83)
Just before I went and got some egg bagels fo rme and my mom. I'm on a bagel kick lately. They taste so good when they're fresh and doughy.
I've been going out on walks lately, which is helping me to stay active and fit. But it'd been raining over the past week, where I've mostly stayed inside except for tasks (or CURLY'S) and now my body feels all sluggish and slow. D: I guess maybe I'll go out again today and snap some shots or go to the park. I want to continue my activity.
There's a new shop opening in town that seems to deal with yoga, witchcraft, and antics? They're having a grand opening next week, so that should be interesting.
I got to say HBD to my Grandmother today, finally. 3 days after the fact! It's her 90th. She's sort of like a living relic xD but she's still looking good (: and in good health, considering the fact. (Not terribly health but not like she's on a machine or anything.)
I'm thinking about getting more edibles today. I'm running low lol
