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May. 29th, 2023 08:11 amI've messed up a lot, especially when I ended up venting right after I thought it, but I'm gonna try again to stay positive and complain less. The last few weeks were really stressful for me, but I feel more comfortable now and hopefully the nicer weeks I've been having with my mother will continue, too. (not to jinx it)
Well I'm eagerly looking forward to when I can start drinking coffee again because I'd like to get back into drawing! Of course, I want to draw personal things, but I have commissions in mind too... if I can draw more frequently and figure out something to offer, becaaaause now that covid's ended (""), we're back to controlled poverty loland I want to buy goodies so yeah. (I've never had luck with getting customers in all the years I've been drawing though, so I'm not expecting it will even happen). I want to keep my expectations low with drawing personal art too (if I can even fucking manage to finish anything... god it depresses me)
Because I can't help myself, I decided to start learning some Dutch again because I keep thinking about the language and how it is. It's like an even closer cousin of English... and I know Frisian is even closer (but damn, if the pronounciation didn't throw me through a loop). So far I know how to say "the cheese is tasty" and "I am hungry" apart from your basic-basics. I was watching some videos about Dutch culture and, I was aware they were a very direct people, but I was (delightfully?) surprised to find out they aren't very hierarchial so even the formal language is not too different from casual language. It sure does sound like a paradise for autistics.
I feel like since I've watched Breaking Bad I've been seeing it everywhere xD I keep listening to A Horse With No Name, which I remember hearing on the radio when I was a kid. It's surprising the show is from 2008 (-2015), because when you look at everything, minus the flip phones, it doesn't feel so far away in time. It's like it could've happened in the now time. That's what I love about shows from the late 2000s... even the late 2000s in general. Mid and early feel more distant (and I love 'em for the times they were), but man...
Suddenly I'm getting a lot of desire to go out and experience life. Well, to be able to do things with others too, even if it's just to hang. I wonder if ten years from now, I'll look back to this point of time and think, "God, I miss it". Meanwhile, the song likely won't be different.
Well I'm eagerly looking forward to when I can start drinking coffee again because I'd like to get back into drawing! Of course, I want to draw personal things, but I have commissions in mind too... if I can draw more frequently and figure out something to offer, becaaaause now that covid's ended (""), we're back to controlled poverty lol
Because I can't help myself, I decided to start learning some Dutch again because I keep thinking about the language and how it is. It's like an even closer cousin of English... and I know Frisian is even closer (but damn, if the pronounciation didn't throw me through a loop). So far I know how to say "the cheese is tasty" and "I am hungry" apart from your basic-basics. I was watching some videos about Dutch culture and, I was aware they were a very direct people, but I was (delightfully?) surprised to find out they aren't very hierarchial so even the formal language is not too different from casual language. It sure does sound like a paradise for autistics.
I feel like since I've watched Breaking Bad I've been seeing it everywhere xD I keep listening to A Horse With No Name, which I remember hearing on the radio when I was a kid. It's surprising the show is from 2008 (-2015), because when you look at everything, minus the flip phones, it doesn't feel so far away in time. It's like it could've happened in the now time. That's what I love about shows from the late 2000s... even the late 2000s in general. Mid and early feel more distant (and I love 'em for the times they were), but man...
Suddenly I'm getting a lot of desire to go out and experience life. Well, to be able to do things with others too, even if it's just to hang. I wonder if ten years from now, I'll look back to this point of time and think, "God, I miss it". Meanwhile, the song likely won't be different.
