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I'm starting to drift again but I'm trying really hard not to and to bat it away. On a forum I saw someone say it was suggested to them to make the outcomes positive instead so... I'm trying to imagine someone now taking my side or being nice and empathetic and it actually is making me feel better. A little while ago I talked about imagining a character that would hold and soothe me after the occurences which was happening, so maybe I had the right idea.
There is one thing that worries me a little with this, is I feel like I'm somehow being narcissistic by doing this and also setting myself up for disappointment or to be hurt. But I'm already reasoning with myself about it, so I don't think I should worry - and if I drift and it's all negative things, then why can't I try to fix it with a nice fantasy? So...
Can you believe I woke up before 9 and I'm only having coffee now? I procrastinated xD
There is one thing that worries me a little with this, is I feel like I'm somehow being narcissistic by doing this and also setting myself up for disappointment or to be hurt. But I'm already reasoning with myself about it, so I don't think I should worry - and if I drift and it's all negative things, then why can't I try to fix it with a nice fantasy? So...
Can you believe I woke up before 9 and I'm only having coffee now? I procrastinated xD