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I hate codependent people so much because you can do so many things with them and be as thankful for the things they do but if they don't get their way, they try to control you by stopping, and they just can't for once do things alone or do them w/o complaint. I hate that my mother woke up happy and energetic, and then when she asked me if I want to go to my grandma's and I replied that I just woke up and don't feel up to it, it's like she lost her happiness and energy, because "oh I don't want to drive there alone". So now she's sleeping again, because she depends on me to be in a good mood and to be able to do things like just visit my grandmother. (Even though the whole idea is to go back and get the rollator). It's not my problem you can't do things without someone around (emotionally).
She was talking earlier about going anyway, so I got excited about having alone time because I am feeling really irritable today. (Between her being controlling while projecting on me, JUST because I won't do it her way, and then me having a bad dream about #1 thing I drift about). And then I'm annoyed that my aunt just doesn't answer or message me anymore, and I'm also annoyed that she apparently expects the best from me but isn't willing to do the same. 😤 Whatever, cunt. Then I'm just buzzing in general today because I'm in a bad mood...
Anyway, I know I said I'd take vents from now on to my other blog, but idk, it's a hassle just logging in and out. (Does that make me lazy?) but I am trying to stay away from negativities more - today just isn't a good day.
She was talking earlier about going anyway, so I got excited about having alone time because I am feeling really irritable today. (Between her being controlling while projecting on me, JUST because I won't do it her way, and then me having a bad dream about #1 thing I drift about). And then I'm annoyed that my aunt just doesn't answer or message me anymore, and I'm also annoyed that she apparently expects the best from me but isn't willing to do the same. 😤 Whatever, cunt. Then I'm just buzzing in general today because I'm in a bad mood...
Anyway, I know I said I'd take vents from now on to my other blog, but idk, it's a hassle just logging in and out. (Does that make me lazy?) but I am trying to stay away from negativities more - today just isn't a good day.
