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I don't feel as depressed as it sounds, but I wish I could pass out until this spot was all healed up. It's a pain not being able to eat anything, not being able to drink what I want, and low-key worrying about this thing. I'm not eager at the fact I have to keep taking cough meds when you're not supposed to take more than 4 under a 24 hour time frame. I don't love that I can't sleep in my favorite positions, can't lay or lean totally back because I'll cough my guts out if I do, and that my back hurts likely because I can't relieve it. I haven't had anything to eat in four days because the jello was adding to the congestion and the yogurt feels too strong for my mouth. I'm too fucking anxious to try eating more jello today. So I have to go a week without food, possibly two at most which is... yeah :) (I really regret not eating anything the day before the op) All I really can consume is apple juice, coconut water, and regular water which fucking sucks. But what can I do.
Oh, and my tooth brush smelled like shit, so I threw it out, so I couldn't brush some of my other teeth like I wanted, and I'm pretty sure I have fluoride still stuck to my teeth that I can't get off because my mouth is being dumb.
I'm sleepy/drowsy from the cough meds that I've been taking since it has antihistamine in it (even though now we got the regular stuff so I won't be tired when I take it again), my mouth feels dry and I feel like I keep accidentally making a sucking notion with my right cheek, I keep needing to drool out even though I stopped bleeding bcause it seems to add to myc ongestion which keeps making my lips chapped and shit (though thankful for vaseline) so that's fun too. I'm bored, I'm just trying to rest and not stress, I'm scared I'll get dry socket because i just made a sucking notion by accident just now, everything turns back around to worries of dry socket.
...And my teeth hurt on the right side, same one, that always hurts when I have work done and I know I should have tried to brush some more but I kept worrying because my judgment fucking sucks.
Oh, and my tooth brush smelled like shit, so I threw it out, so I couldn't brush some of my other teeth like I wanted, and I'm pretty sure I have fluoride still stuck to my teeth that I can't get off because my mouth is being dumb.
I'm sleepy/drowsy from the cough meds that I've been taking since it has antihistamine in it (even though now we got the regular stuff so I won't be tired when I take it again), my mouth feels dry and I feel like I keep accidentally making a sucking notion with my right cheek, I keep needing to drool out even though I stopped bleeding bcause it seems to add to myc ongestion which keeps making my lips chapped and shit (though thankful for vaseline) so that's fun too. I'm bored, I'm just trying to rest and not stress, I'm scared I'll get dry socket because i just made a sucking notion by accident just now, everything turns back around to worries of dry socket.
...And my teeth hurt on the right side, same one, that always hurts when I have work done and I know I should have tried to brush some more but I kept worrying because my judgment fucking sucks.
