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I hate when my mother brags about me to people because I’m not as skilled as she tries to make me sound like. I hate when she tries to spin this image of me that ends up being something I can’t live up to and it is potentially something very embarrassing, like her saying I know Japanese when I really don’t. I’m learning it - I don’t know it - I can’t hold a conversation in it and I’m not insisting I can. But the other day, she was bragging that I spoke German and - German is NOT one of the languages that I am learning… it was so cringy to hear her say she said that. And… like, thinks I’m so impressive but she can’t even get the details right. I told her a couple times before I’m learning Swedish and apparently she keeps forgetting that, but she thinks I know German?? What?? Talk about not paying attention…
Anyway, I get really scared people will judge me and think I’m just as egotistical as how she spins m. I’d never want to be in a position where she embarrasses me like that or I end up getting mad at her and she is unable to see why and gets annoyed. And then being judged more if that happens in front of others ==;
Anyway, I get really scared people will judge me and think I’m just as egotistical as how she spins m. I’d never want to be in a position where she embarrasses me like that or I end up getting mad at her and she is unable to see why and gets annoyed. And then being judged more if that happens in front of others ==;