7 Hiccups?!

I've probably hiccuped 7 times now in the past 12? hours. I don't know why. I read that it could be from drinking too much coffee, but I haven't had any more caffeine since 1 PM yesterday. I just googled stuff and it said something about damage to your diapgragm...? and... OK, I'm not a doctor, so I can't figure out what's going on, but I'm kind of worried and now I just read about how problems with it could lead to dying in your sleep so that's fun. I'll try not to think about it.

Sleep issues, but slightly to the right.

I've talked about this already but it's frustrating. I find it so hard to will myself to go to sleep lately. The root cause is the insomnia/drifting episodes, but lately I've been getting up in the afternoon since I'm up at night and it's like a few hours pass and the day is already over! I want to do stuff! I want to daydream! I want to have fun! But I should just knock myself out with medicine so I can get it all back in order. I just had a lot to eat, so once my stomach is more empty, I'm gonna do that.

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Jag vill inte en bipolär person i mitt liv nånsin igen. Jag bryr mig inte om det låter elakt eller ableisk 😒

I couldn't believe it.

It was soooo weird before… almost trippy. I was checking my tablet after waking up and realized I was in a vr. A bunch of people were on stage and talking and I was so sleepy I was writing almost nonsense in the chat. It was confusing people and I wanted to go on stage but it was full. Then I heard a friend who was trying to explain for me and I really wanted to go on stage for both. So I try and I’m #7 and it’s being wacky but it’s weird because I realized I was also the host. So I try talking with the people and my friend and then weird things happen. And by that, I mean I dreamt a little more before waking up shortly, realizing I’m still cuddled up in bed and had never been on my tablet in a vr with everyone. I was fucking dreaming.