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Last night my uncle (my great uncle?) passed away from a condition he had. When my grandparents used to take us to visit my grandma's side of the family, he would always give me money and hugs and play with me. He was a nice person (...).

I thought it was gonna be tonight, but it looks like his wake is gonna be tomorrow evening. My grandma and aunt want to know if I'll come and I know I should, but wakes skeeve me out and I don't really want to deal with the stress of a long drive (needing to pee and all, that kind of anxiety). On top of that, I don't have anything to wear. Just that stupid purple shirt and greyish pants. Not really suited for a wake.

I'm sad for him that he passed, but I'm not sad-sad like I was about g-pa. I haven't seen him in years. Grandma sounds sad... I should return her call.

Yoplait strawberry smoothie

Det har blivit svalare ute daer - jag var oeverraeskad medan jag cyklade xD jag gick och foatt mjoelk... och lite reese's... och en yogurt jag gillar inte men fick i alla fall foer jag var toerstig. jag saknar naer de hade jordgubben drickbar yogurt men de har inte dem om en stund.

Jag kaenner mig verkligen troett ut nu... jag hade aentligen goatt ned i vikten och sedan min mor har varit goangen har jag gjort inget men stannar vid hem och dricka chokladmjoelk - mina ben och min ribcage area har blivit fetta igen 😭 sad

Jag hoppas naer jag tittar poa mitt tablet har Rd ett rum oeppet. Vi hade soa mycket kul haeromdagen. Jag aer soa tacksam foer vaennerna jag gjort. Det aer svoart att tro daer jag var bara foer ett foatal moanader sedan.