lapkaboo | (no subject)

I passed out as soon as we got back from the store but now I'm up because since I woke up I keep drifting and can't get my mind unstuck on shitty people words. I wish my brain could stop bombarding me w thoughts about it all the time and I wish I could stop getting upset about it because I keep thinking I'm finally done and then it comes back where I keep getting triggered over and over, it's so hellish. But now I have a lot of triggers and esp. I got triggered all over again so it fucking sucks.