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The other day we had a talk and my mother claims she already apologized for how she treated me as a kid and like, 1. She never did. 2. The fact she was more indignant about having to apologize “again” for being a pos than being one and damaging me pisses me off so much. I’ll never be able to have her genuinely care about my feelings or apologize with actual regret and empathy. I’ll never truly be able to trust her or have a good relationship with her because she just hurts me over and over again without caring.
