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So yesterday I learned my mom is coming home in a week. Oddly I am not in despair about it, maybe because I was suddenly hit by a wave of missing her yesterday. I actually want to try approaching it from a bright way, but a part of me is wary because there's been times she's come home from things just to be a giant bitch to me. So... nothing really changes, even if things feel different (which do rn). Sad when I think about it but it's just more fuel to detach from her and seek out my own place.
After...a month, I finally got an increase of my meds like I believe I've been needing. I'm starting to drift again, and while I've been having nightmares for a while, they've been pretty bad over the last few weeks. Last night's was pretty scary ;;
My aunt offered me to come with her and her husband to Virginia for a week. I was really interested, but the drive is too long. I MIGHT'VE gone if it was just 6 hours like she originally said, but then she said it was 7... like, nah. Thought appreciated but nahhhh. That's too long for me.
The other day, when I had gone to the drs, I decided to check out lidls and see what have they. Lo and behold, the belgian chocolate seashells were there (: for only 3.69$ and though they didn't have the guylian brand, they tasted exactly like them. I'm gonna go back soon and get some more... (and some!)
After...a month, I finally got an increase of my meds like I believe I've been needing. I'm starting to drift again, and while I've been having nightmares for a while, they've been pretty bad over the last few weeks. Last night's was pretty scary ;;
My aunt offered me to come with her and her husband to Virginia for a week. I was really interested, but the drive is too long. I MIGHT'VE gone if it was just 6 hours like she originally said, but then she said it was 7... like, nah. Thought appreciated but nahhhh. That's too long for me.
The other day, when I had gone to the drs, I decided to check out lidls and see what have they. Lo and behold, the belgian chocolate seashells were there (: for only 3.69$ and though they didn't have the guylian brand, they tasted exactly like them. I'm gonna go back soon and get some more... (and some!)
