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[lapkaboo]

I feel like my covid symptoms are worsening. It's like...I'll get a little better each day, and then I'm back to feeling bad but in a new way. I'm having right now excessive thirst I feel like I can't quench, my head hurts again, and I'm feeling dizzy. nausea in general + nausea when I try to drink stuff. Oh...and I haven't been able to sleep :( I have an appointment later today with my primary... I have a bad feeling she's going to blow me off because that's basically what she did when I called on emergency.... hospital blew me off, dr blew me off, stupid ass shit... I'm sick, yeah? so please help me.

so... i've been really fucking hungery but it's been hard to eat due to all the nausea + heaviness on my stomach + nausea that grows when i get hungry. ive been so hungry but cant eat much. shit doesn't have taste or smell. was able to eat some soup today and thinking of havig some rn. but im scared when i feel dizzy and worried ill just throw up.

i feel cold and cant tell if myforehead is warm. i find it hard to make sense of my own temp. i told my mom who is sleeping that i feel dizzy and extremely thirsty but she gives fuck all. i hope i won't need to visit the er again.

it probably doesn't help that im on comp. i feel like i get motion sickness whe i look at a screen.