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Cookies, dentist, & support.
Nov. 22nd, 2024 04:26 pmWell, I've been meaning to update and I have nothing else better to do, so why don't I do that?
I finally made cookies the other day. At first I didn't care for how they came out, but I think they were fine after all. I made them mainly for my neighbors, whom I gave them to as a way to say thanks for being nice to us. I ate the rest just yesterday, lol.
Yesterday was a long day where I accompanied my mom to the dentist. We took medical transport and while the visit itself was short, had to wait an hour for him to come back. Not fun! But I did have fun making people giggle while we sat in the waiting area.
I talked the other day with an acquaintance of mine (someone I really wanted to become friends with) about douchebag. It felt nice to have that support and validation. Helped me realize I didn't lose much by cutting him out of my life. I still can't help but feel bummed or even smile or laugh a little when I remember the good moments, though. As long as I don't forget why we're no longer friends, I guess that's okay.
It finally started snowing today. It's more like a mix of rain and snow. Super cold.
Wore my skeleton onesie out today.
Now I'm here, home, trying to figure out what to do after eating and doing a bit of conlanging.
The lack of stimulation is tough. At least when you hang out with somebody, you get some, you know?
I'm looking forward to Thanksgiving. I look forward to seeing my family these days. Especially my aunt and grandma.
I'm starting to drift again at times. Stress worsens it, but so does understimulation I think. And loneliness. I've been aiming to take my meds after I wake up and before having coffee. I shouldn't break that routine no matter what because then it's not as affective. I don't want to think I'll need to keep increasing in dosage. I don't even know if that can happen.
I feel myself getting sad again. I'm starting to enter smol state too. I don't know what to do.
I finally made cookies the other day. At first I didn't care for how they came out, but I think they were fine after all. I made them mainly for my neighbors, whom I gave them to as a way to say thanks for being nice to us. I ate the rest just yesterday, lol.
Yesterday was a long day where I accompanied my mom to the dentist. We took medical transport and while the visit itself was short, had to wait an hour for him to come back. Not fun! But I did have fun making people giggle while we sat in the waiting area.
I talked the other day with an acquaintance of mine (someone I really wanted to become friends with) about douchebag. It felt nice to have that support and validation. Helped me realize I didn't lose much by cutting him out of my life. I still can't help but feel bummed or even smile or laugh a little when I remember the good moments, though. As long as I don't forget why we're no longer friends, I guess that's okay.
It finally started snowing today. It's more like a mix of rain and snow. Super cold.
Wore my skeleton onesie out today.
Now I'm here, home, trying to figure out what to do after eating and doing a bit of conlanging.
The lack of stimulation is tough. At least when you hang out with somebody, you get some, you know?
I'm looking forward to Thanksgiving. I look forward to seeing my family these days. Especially my aunt and grandma.
I'm starting to drift again at times. Stress worsens it, but so does understimulation I think. And loneliness. I've been aiming to take my meds after I wake up and before having coffee. I shouldn't break that routine no matter what because then it's not as affective. I don't want to think I'll need to keep increasing in dosage. I don't even know if that can happen.
I feel myself getting sad again. I'm starting to enter smol state too. I don't know what to do.
