Well

It's funny how a song you've been listening to can predict the future. Eerie, maybe.

I won't go into detail about it because I just want to move forward. But I ended the friendship. I think I've been a pretty good friend and I deserve better. I'm not gonna let someone do that to me.

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So today's the 4th of July, but it's a thursday. I hope we don't get fireworks tonight. Hate those things.

I'm thinking of going over by my aunt's to stay a couple of days. I have to ask her first though. I can't just come over there since lyft won't work for me and I'll either need her or her to order me a ride there. I think it would do good for me if I did.

I don't want to stay inside all day because that sucks, so I'm thinking of going up to the park. I've been going there lately and just sitting on the swings. It's fun to imaginate on them. It's like getting high.

Kinda wanna call my mom before I go out but I don't know what time she's getting up, and honestly, I just feel anxious and upset when I think about it so I won't. I'll call her after or later, I suppose.

--ah, 11:22. I just got back but forgot to hit enter from before lol.