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feel like shit
Jan. 5th, 2024 11:23 amWhether it's my doctors, the hospital, or the pharmacy everyone is so fucking incomnpetent. I feel so upset but I also don't want to talk or go into why
I'm doin git anyway.
Can you imagine going ot the hospital for akiller headache and them only giivng you motrin when you said you already took it and it didn't work? and you're trying to tell the nurse you can't swallow pills and she's making a big deal, making it seem like you're refusing it when you literally can't take it! Then she was making abig deal about Oh the doctor probably won't let me have liquid/child's motrin even though I was able to have it before. Then she says well ok I'll crush it. she does the most shitastic job at crushing to the point it's not even drinkable, you know? because there's big pieces of unbroken medicine so I couldn't drink it. and the doctor himself because I was ~~healthy~~ they didn't give me an antiviral or a pain med intravenously OR IVs even though I was ridiculously dehydrated. he wanted to just tell me to take motrin even though I was telling him I was in so much pain I couldn't eat and then he's like ok we'll just give you meds for at home. so I never fucking got relief fo rmy killer headache like I was expecting they did shit for me. and because my pharmacy was ten minutes from closing I had to wait until tuesday but get this. the guy called on tuesday, said he got my message and that he'd call when my prescript is done. it's fridya. I j ust called .... dude's trying to say because my card is expired that's why they never called or delivered, but I never have to pay for my prescripts. and it's from the hospital so wtf. the dude said he'd call me but i guess he had amnesia. that's what he said just now but i'm not confident.
the reason it took me so long to call was because i couldn't talk due to a severe sore throat for a while. then that went away and i felt great. but now for the past two days I keep feeling nauseous. my aunt is supposed to pick me up food tonight and i'd like to be able to eat and drink more than just gatorade and water but i can't if im nauseous. im trying to drink chocolate milk right now because i've been so hungry it's been hurting and so im trying ot fill up but it doesn't taste like anything :/ i tried eating my chooclates... pickles... either the flavor is gone or altered. even water and gatorade tastes different.
i just want this hell disease to go away already. it fucking hurts my bones to sleep on my sides, i have no taste as mentioned, i keep ocughing ad my nose burning, i keep feeling hot as fuck and ive been nauseous and that fucking sucks.
(....i'm sitting int he nude witht he heat lowered and fan on. it 29 out there i'm hot again. fuck those nurses who claimed i didn't have a fever because i was so fucking hot in the waiting room and dressed in summeresque clothes going outside so i didn't feel like throwing up. fuckers)
i'm so pissed off and upset and irritable
(guess who still can't take her medicine)
I'm doin git anyway.
Can you imagine going ot the hospital for akiller headache and them only giivng you motrin when you said you already took it and it didn't work? and you're trying to tell the nurse you can't swallow pills and she's making a big deal, making it seem like you're refusing it when you literally can't take it! Then she was making abig deal about Oh the doctor probably won't let me have liquid/child's motrin even though I was able to have it before. Then she says well ok I'll crush it. she does the most shitastic job at crushing to the point it's not even drinkable, you know? because there's big pieces of unbroken medicine so I couldn't drink it. and the doctor himself because I was ~~healthy~~ they didn't give me an antiviral or a pain med intravenously OR IVs even though I was ridiculously dehydrated. he wanted to just tell me to take motrin even though I was telling him I was in so much pain I couldn't eat and then he's like ok we'll just give you meds for at home. so I never fucking got relief fo rmy killer headache like I was expecting they did shit for me. and because my pharmacy was ten minutes from closing I had to wait until tuesday but get this. the guy called on tuesday, said he got my message and that he'd call when my prescript is done. it's fridya. I j ust called .... dude's trying to say because my card is expired that's why they never called or delivered, but I never have to pay for my prescripts. and it's from the hospital so wtf. the dude said he'd call me but i guess he had amnesia. that's what he said just now but i'm not confident.
the reason it took me so long to call was because i couldn't talk due to a severe sore throat for a while. then that went away and i felt great. but now for the past two days I keep feeling nauseous. my aunt is supposed to pick me up food tonight and i'd like to be able to eat and drink more than just gatorade and water but i can't if im nauseous. im trying to drink chocolate milk right now because i've been so hungry it's been hurting and so im trying ot fill up but it doesn't taste like anything :/ i tried eating my chooclates... pickles... either the flavor is gone or altered. even water and gatorade tastes different.
i just want this hell disease to go away already. it fucking hurts my bones to sleep on my sides, i have no taste as mentioned, i keep ocughing ad my nose burning, i keep feeling hot as fuck and ive been nauseous and that fucking sucks.
(....i'm sitting int he nude witht he heat lowered and fan on. it 29 out there i'm hot again. fuck those nurses who claimed i didn't have a fever because i was so fucking hot in the waiting room and dressed in summeresque clothes going outside so i didn't feel like throwing up. fuckers)
i'm so pissed off and upset and irritable
(guess who still can't take her medicine)
